I just revisited my BP page and did a facelift but not before I copied everything and I wanted to show it to you guys. See people I was an angry man of color and needed to get stuff off my chest. I'm kinda scared of myself reading this stuff..lol. But this is def. a time capsule into a different part of my personality AND HERE WE GO........
I finally realized that im alot of things and thats hard for women
to deal with. First Im a West Indian Man- Puerto Rican and
Belizian. Second Im Black American- lol. I get a lot of shyt for
that so let me explain. I was raised around 90 percent black
americans so I have much the same taste of a man raised in
Irvington NJ. And lastly I`m Latino- I do realize that its in my
blood and I can identify with latinos because of my parents and
their habits that rubbed off on me. So if you dont like raggae, rap
or raggaeton your ears will be bleeding around me...lol
I always go on webpages and just look at the pictures before i read
anything. i think that the pictures that people put on their page
say alot about them. thats why i guess i have that many (sorry to
all the people that have slow computers-did it all download yet?-
lol)
people with small minds have to divide things into smaller pieces
to try to figure things out. so as far as nationality (dont care to
spell it right) i would be called latino. these words are just used
to divide black people around the world. and boy does it work. i am
very proud to be puerto rican and guatemalan but i have no pride
when those terms are used to make a difference between me and
"black" people. i am black and africa is my heart. nothing will
take that away. if your from the west indies, south america,
central america, north america, asia, europe or africa you are
black.
im from irvington,new jersey and i guess you would call it the
hood. i love my community and would love to live here for the rest
of my life. we have a stupid way of thinking that has been passed
down from generation to generation. why would you move out the
hood. i can see if you live in a apartment building or somewhere
that you cant call your own. but if you can buy a house why wouldnt
you buy one in your own community that you have been raised in.
"bad schools?" if thats the case there are p.t.a.s all over
america. if you dont have one in yours make one.help out your
community. "dangerous at night?" if thats the case sit in front of
your house with a phone and call the police when you see something
you dont like. the case situation that i see and hear is that you
run from your own community and run to a community that doesnt want
you there and doesnt welcome you with open arms. whos fault is
that?
im sick of people from the outside looking in and telling my
community what to do. i know drug dealers, thugs, outlaws, gang
members and every f`ing name they have used on the youth in my
community but the only word they dont use is victim. corporate
america doesnt like that word nor does the america that make it
possible to have these children in this position. what would you do
if your mother was a fiend, father wasnt there, uncle is a bum and
aunt is looser then change in your pocket. what would you do if you
dont know how to listen to people because you never had to in your
young life. would you take someone telling you what to do for 5
dollars and 50 cents an hour.
selling drugs is no worse then you working at a fast food joint.
you are all working for the same man. even if you own your own
business, it all comes back to the same man
not you..lol...messed up aint it
LEARN THE NAME....FIDEL WAS ONLY THE BEGINNING.... VIVA LA
REVOLUTION`
BEFORE YOU SEE OR READ ANYTHING ELSE I WANT TO SAY ONE THING...
VIVA FIDEL!!!!
For the record I AM NOT A COMMUNIST ...lol and no i dont agree with
EVERYTHING fidel does but i am a socialist. And can see some light
coming soon...f all big corporations (which i work for..lol). its
all coming to its end soon enough. first the industrial revolution
was kicked off its feet when they found slave labor now huge
corporations are finding themselves chilling in court with martha
stewart...lol. soon we`ll be reversing the hands of time and we`ll
be the same country we were before the industrial revolution (thats
right get those bikes ready to ride..lol) while we go backward and
third world countries catch up... damn aint your future looking
bad
GhosTown StandUp!!!!
may 4,2005
WHATSUP
MY NAME IS LOU AKA BUBY
IM FROM IRVINGTON NEW JERSEY
I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER
I HAVE ALWAYS GONE FOR THE UNDERDOG IN MOVIES, BOOKS AND SPORTS AS
A CHILD AND THATS STUCK WITH ME THROUGH LIFE. I DONT HATE WHITE
PEOPLE OR THE WHITE SIDE OF ME BUT LOVE THE INDIAN AND AFRICAN SIDE
OF ME SO MUCH MORE. I THINK MAYBE BECAUSE ALL MY LIFE THATS THE
PART OF ME THAT SOME PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY DONT LIKE ABOUT
THEIRSELVES. THE INDIAN CULTURE SHAPED QUATEMALA SO MUCH IT PAINS
ME THAT YOU CAN LOVE AND HOLD DEAR A PIECE OF CLOTH AND THE
PICTURES OF INDIANS BUT DOWNPLAY AND STRAIGHT USE THE WORD "INDIAN"
AS A CURSE WHEN I WAS LITTLE. AFRICAN CULTURE SHAPED PUERTO RICO
FOR WHAT IT IS NOW. MUSIC, FOOD AND ART AND YOU COME TO THIS
COUNTRY TALKING SO MUCH CRAP ABOUT OUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN THE
GHETTOS OF AMERICA? HOW DARE YOU. WE ARE ONE IN THE SAME. AND YOU
HAVE BEEN BRAINWASHED AS THEY HAVE IF YOU DONT SEE IT LIKE
THAT.
IF THERES NO WAY THAT DOWN YOUR BLOOD LINE THERE WAS A TRACE OF
AFRICAN BLOOD IN IT DONT SAY NIGGGER AROUND ME OR WE`LL HAVE A
PROBLEM. IF YOU HAVE ANY BAD THOUGHTS ON ANY PERSON OF ANY RACE IM
NOT FEELING YOU. IF YOU WEAR A AL COPONE OR FREE JOHN GOTTI T-SHIRT
PLEASE KNOW THAT THEY WITHCALL YOU A WETBACK,SPICKKK OR NIGGGER TO
YOUR FACE WITHOUT BLINKING. BELIEVE ME I HAVE SEEN IT.
I WANT TO TALK ABOUT PITBULL THE RAPPER. I CANT LIE I LIKE HIS
MUSIC ITS CATCHY AND ALL THAT BUT HE SHOULDNT BE DOING HIPHOP OR
RAEGGETON. FIRST HES WHITE... DONT GET IT TWISTED, HE MIGHT BE
LATINO BUT HE IS WHITE. I HEAR HIM TALKING ALL THIS STUFF ABOUT THE
CHE T-SHIRTS EVERYBODY WEARS. THATS COOL THATS HIS OPINION BUT IF
YOUR DOING BLACK MUSIC DONT TALK %#&@$! TO THE MAN THAT HELPED
TO FORM THE ONLY SUCCESSFUL BLACK NATION ON THIS SIDE OF THE EARTH.
HE WENT TO AFRICA AND FOUGHT IN THE CONGOS...WHERE WAS THE COUNTRY
YOUR ON RIGHT NOW AT?
LET ME TELL ANYBODY WHO READS THIS-
IM A MONSTER.
IM A MAN OF COLOR AND SURVIVING
NOT BECAUSE IM ON THE CORNER SELLING DRUGS OR IM A THUG,GANG
BANGING NIGGA.
IM JUST A MAN LIVING FOR HIS FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND ANYTHING THAT
STANDS IN MY WAY OF BETTERING ME OR MY PEOPLE WILL GET STOMPED
ON.....
MI FAMILIA ES MI VIDA
TO THE LADIES THAT ARE READING MY PAGE JUST BECAUSE YOU CHECKED WHO
SAW YOURS AND I WAS ON THE LIST...
HEY
LOL
IF I DIDNT LEAVE A NOTE THATS JUST BECAUSE I USUALLY JUST SCROLL
DOWN PAGES AND LOOK AT THE PICTURES ON THE PAGES AND IF I SEE
SOMETHING THAT I ALSO HAVE AN INTEREST IN ILL HOLLA. BUT IF YOU
READ MY PAGE AND FIND SOMETHING YOU ARE FEELING OR WANT TO CURSE ME
OUT ABOUT (LOL) FEEL FREE TO WRITE IM COOL WITH EVERYTHING. IM A
PRO BLACK,INDIAN MAN WITH TIME TO TALK TO THE WORLD.
this isto all the BIG girls out there... no i dont hate on yall i
love yall... but im a mover and i dont like to be slowed down... i
have dealt with 3 different BIG girls in the past and it always
sucked because they didnt move fast enough... they always thought
"i can handleit" but when i say "lets go" all i hear was HOLD ON...
cant do it sorry and to those that think that they can handle this
wasnt for you...HOLLA
Im going to take something I put on LOCAL HOOKUPZ--> "I looking
for a female i can take to SHORT HILLS MALL, LIBRARY and DOWNTOWN
NEWARK all in the same day and would be cool in every spot or any
position i would put her in." That`s the way I feel. See it`s hard
to find a female that is down to go shopping like me (Short Hills
Mall- if you never been there look it up). That will also go the
the library with me because most females that go to Short Hills
Mall are very much about the money and don`t have much brains
(sorry it`s the truth). And forget about going downtown Newark...
that`s the hood and closest that these chicks come to the hood is
rap music. Now on the other hand I can find a female that is down
to go downtown Newark with me but is still dumb so the library is
out of the question. And upon entering Short Hills Mall they get
very uneasy. And if I find a smart chick they are boring and forget
the mall because it goes against their morals. If I throw on some
dip set they would give me a huge speech about how hip hop is
putting down women of color....blah,blah.blah.... PRETTY MUCH I
SHOULD JUST CALL IT A DAY...LOL... BUT I LOVE WOMEN AND REFUSE TO
GIVE UP!!!
IM SOOOO HAPPY THAT A MAG FOR ME IS FINALLY HERE... NO MORE F`ING
URBAN FAGTINO.. NO MORE ONLY SEEING THE ANGLO SIDE OF LATIN
AMERICA.....
I MADE IT....IM HERE NOW AND YOU CANT STOP ME...LOL...this is my
stand at the meadowlands flea market. See DracoGTF in the
background on the celly?lol... i didnt do the numbers i thought i
was but ill be back. Check out my page BUBYGTFTOYBOXXX and see what
i sell. Click on the link in my favorites that says
BubyGTFToyBoXXX
IF YOUR FROM JERSEY AND REALLY IF YOUR FROM NEWARK YOU HAVE TO
CHECK THIS SPOT OUT.
CITY WITHOUT WALLS
6 Crawford Steet. Newark, NJ 07102 Telephone:(973) 622 1188 Fax:
(973) 622 2941 E-mail: citywow@mac.com
http://www.citywithoutwalls.com/
Rize....great f`ing movie.. felt just like i was was watching beat
street for the first time
and to quote jay "im che guevara with bling on- im complex..."
